Today I am not feeling to well. I am just here to vent my frustration with Lupus! GRRR!!!
(I wrote this yesterday on Jan. 16, 2010)
Today I am still not feeling well. I have been feeling overwhelmed, sleepy, and crying often. I called my doctor yesterday and he said he cannot tell me over the phone what is wrong but to go in on Monday to do some bloodwork. I haven't felt this way since summer of 2007. I want to thank my good friend Jamie for calling and praying for me tonight. I am standing with her in the prayer of casting out fear in Jesus' name. I know HE loves me and doesn't want this for me. I have no idea at how out of nowhere this happened but I am still sticking beside my Jesus. My favorite name to call Jesus is "My Commander." I trust HE is guiding me through a fog. I know HE has been there and I am holding on to it.
If you are reading this today, please know that no matter what tough time you are going through, Christ is your deliverer. That is why HE came. It wasn't just a one time blessing. HE was, is, and always will be...
"...perfect love drives out fear..."-1 John 4:18
Lord, please help me to remember this in times of distress. YOU are the only one who defines my life!
3 comments:
I love you, and so does your Commander!! Praying for you my friend. . .
Wendy, my heart breaks for your pain but I know your heart will come out of this with a love for our God that will be multiplied ten-fold. I love you and am in constant prayer for you and your family!
how you manage to do this over and over is beautiful. I needed to hear that right now. and to know you are struggling yet still providing so much hope is just so beautiful. I love you. I will follow you anywhere, because I know you follow the commander.
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